Story of life and a diary

I was once told that the love I felt beating inside my chest Was nothing more than my mind playing an unfair trick on my heart And like a pair of dice dancing along the uneven pavement Their fate, much like yours or mine had already been decided That even the cracks that drew their faults between two opposing sides Could not escape a fate that was always destined to be sealed To think That someone could actually believe That the swelling tides of my heart Were no more than an anxious highway of ins and outs Anchoring my imagination to the Castles I've been building in the sky... Well, maybe "they" are the crazy ones Then again I have been known to misplace my hope in the way things fall And if I had to confess there stands a greater Chance that I have all but lost my mind in here So I suppose it's better off this way Because I've always believed that the odds of finding what you seek Tend to favor those who are open to seeking them in the first place And I for one...

It’s very hard to let go of someone who you thought you’d spent your whole life with. Now it just becomes a memory. A sad memory with so many happy moments. And it sucks because you never did anything wrong, it just didn’t work out. That’s just life. You love, you learn, and you’re forced to move on by yourself, wondering if you’re ever going to feel that same way again. And you won’t. Because that was love and love comes by just once. The rest of it is just you trying to forget.

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Ishq-aashiqui-mohabbat yeh to woh lafze jo lazfon mein aa jatein hai, Bas jo lafzon se gehre hai woh dil mein hi reh jatein hai. Tujhe pata nahi tere liye kitna betab hoon! Batana chahta hoon lakin zamane ke darse majboor hoon. Bolne ke liye to hazar lafze hai, kehna hai aur nahi  bhi kehna hai, bas baat yehan tak hi ruk jati hai. Ab tera guzar jana tadpata nahi, malum ho chuka hai tu mera nahi, kisi dusre ki amanat hai, jiska haqdaar mein nahi. Beetein lamhe mein kya nahi paya? Jo manga tha sab kuch mila, bas waqt ke saath thodi daga baji ho gayi, aur waqt ne mujhse dosti todli. 

Khudse koshish karli zamane se mohabbat dhundne ka, Mat pucho kya mila mujhe, Mat pucho kya mila mujhe, Jo mera tha hi nahi usse pyaar kar baitha

Woh har azmaishe karli, Sone na diya teri yaadone, Kabhi haath se anshu poch liya to kabhi bistar ki chadar se, Sone na diya teri yaadone.

Itna khush Naseeb nahi ki tu mera intezaar kare, Haan betab hoon tere liye lakin dil mera tujhe inkaar kare. Teri yaad aaye aisa pal na ho, Raat din mein badal jaye, Shaam yun hi beet jaye, Mujhe pata bhi na ho. Tujhe pane ki chahaton mein khud kurban kya, Aur gair banke tune mujhe hi chhod diya. Ab tujhe chahna gunah hai, Kisi gair ke liye rona mana hai. Kya kehne uss shakse jo meri hi bahoon mein aanke roshan hua, Jab mujhe roshni ki zarurat hui to mujhe andhera keh ke muh modh liya.

Woh to woh parinda tha, jise kabhi lautke aana hi nahi tha, khule aasman mein koi mil jo gaya tha...!!!

Mere dil mein meri hi majudgi ki kami, Har dhadkanon mein tu kahin na kahi, Ab dhadkanon se koi sikayat nahi, Meri ankhon mein mera hi chehra dikta nahi, Jidhar bhi dekhu tu kahin na kahi, Ab in ankhon se koi sikayat nahi Meri sikayaton mein sikayat ki kami, Har sikayaton mein tu kahin na kahi, Ab sikayaton se koi sikayat nahi,

Falling in love is like finding a home In the heart of a person that you've never known It's the waiting for the ring of the phone when you're alone Or making them a playlist of all your favorite songs Remember how it felt? When their touch made you melt When their presence made you a better version of yourself When your bed was like an island in the middle of the sea And their eyes were the only sunset you could see When their smile was enough to inspire a forever In this lifetime of learning how to love each other better It is beyond words It is knowing how she takes her tea It is knowing when to challenge her and when to let her be It is knowing when to hold her and when to set her free It is chemistry and honesty, empathy, integrity and humility It is calling when I'm gonna be late Or giving her the last bite of cake from my plate It is going on vacation and walking along the beach It is the sound that she makes when she laughs in her sleep It is real, especially w...

Dear past, I know it has been a year, we haven't been contacted or don't want to, but I want you to know, I neither follow you nor try to be in touch with you. Things that you did is now belittle to me, but there are certain things which took very long time to get over but I did get over all of those things. I know your list of BF is very long and my name is there also but now I don't regret what just happened. Things that never could be mine or couldn't be ours is clearer to me. I have become more focus person and I see myself as a mentally and emotionally strong person. Now I laugh when I think of your false promises and vague love, it was a really good experience for me to understand myself and know what I deserve. I had given you ample chances but you showed your cheater character every time and I wasn't surprised by that because I just wanted to know how much you can pull down yourself. Things that you asked me to give, I did give you every time as I just want...

Yun to thik hu, meri zindagi subha bhi hoti hai aur shaam bhi, bas kisi ke intezaar mein kab yeh pal guzar jatein hai pata bhi nahi chalta, Yun to thik hu, muskura bhi leta hoon aur gaane bhi gun guna leta hoon, bas kab kaise gaano mein kho jata hoon pata bhi nahi chalta, Yun to thik hu, baatein bhi kar leta hoon aur sher aur shayri bhi, bas kab konsa sher aur shayri rula deta hai pata bhi nahi chalta, Yun to thik hu, nasha bhi nahi karta sarab bhi nahi pita, bas Aashiqui mein kab itna tut chuka hoon pata bhi nahi chalta.

Wafadari to dil ne dimag se nahi ki thi, Toh woh insaan kaise karta?