Story of life and a diary

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Ishq-aashiqui-mohabbat yeh to woh lafze jo lazfon mein aa jatein hai, Bas jo lafzon se gehre hai woh dil mein hi reh jatein hai. Tujhe pata nahi tere liye kitna betab hoon! Batana chahta hoon lakin zamane ke darse majboor hoon. Bolne ke liye to hazar lafze hai, kehna hai aur nahi  bhi kehna hai, bas baat yehan tak hi ruk jati hai. Ab tera guzar jana tadpata nahi, malum ho chuka hai tu mera nahi, kisi dusre ki amanat hai, jiska haqdaar mein nahi. Beetein lamhe mein kya nahi paya? Jo manga tha sab kuch mila, bas waqt ke saath thodi daga baji ho gayi, aur waqt ne mujhse dosti todli. 

Khudse koshish karli zamane se mohabbat dhundne ka, Mat pucho kya mila mujhe, Mat pucho kya mila mujhe, Jo mera tha hi nahi usse pyaar kar baitha

Woh har azmaishe karli, Sone na diya teri yaadone, Kabhi haath se anshu poch liya to kabhi bistar ki chadar se, Sone na diya teri yaadone.

Itna khush Naseeb nahi ki tu mera intezaar kare, Haan betab hoon tere liye lakin dil mera tujhe inkaar kare. Teri yaad aaye aisa pal na ho, Raat din mein badal jaye, Shaam yun hi beet jaye, Mujhe pata bhi na ho. Tujhe pane ki chahaton mein khud kurban kya, Aur gair banke tune mujhe hi chhod diya. Ab tujhe chahna gunah hai, Kisi gair ke liye rona mana hai. Kya kehne uss shakse jo meri hi bahoon mein aanke roshan hua, Jab mujhe roshni ki zarurat hui to mujhe andhera keh ke muh modh liya.

Woh to woh parinda tha, jise kabhi lautke aana hi nahi tha, khule aasman mein koi mil jo gaya tha...!!!